The end of February is fast approaching. I have continued to spend time thinking about how I want to spend my time. Yes well I like to think, being a libra and all. I realized at the end of January that putting out my EP in April was too quick. I had been already to go- I had contacted the reproduction guy and the bio writer as well as the artist. Then I realized no – I had been pushing once again. I promised myself when I retired that I would try to use my energy in a different way. So 48 hours after I had sent out these emails I sent another saying sorry I have changed my mind. I think back to when I wouldn’t have been brave enough to say hey I’ve changed my mind. Everyone is happy to wait and help me when I am ready. What a gift that is!
Since then, of course, I have realized I have singles that can be released and there are no absolute rules. My main goal with my music is to connect with my audience and hope that they are soothed and encouraged by my music. When I perform live I am hoping for this especially- that the audience will remember the feelings they had during my performance. I heard a poet last month – Randell Adjee – who is from Toronto and he expressed this so well.
Art begets art. Vulnerability begets vulnerability.
So my biggest take away from these past several weeks is to try to find the middle ground when it comes to energy. I have found a couple ways to support myself in this wish. I am becoming involved with more energy healing work. It is such a gift and one that I have been waiting for. I have realized as well, what a habit pushing is. So I wish for myself and for you, that you will find a middle ground, a way of not being slothful or pushy but a middle way.